It’s time for your weekly dose of TRANSFORMATION TUESDAY!
However this Tuesday is going to be different, this is a piece I’m calling …
“Transform Your Mind”
Yes folks, its time for me and possibly you to transform your mind. Well, in this post I can only speak for me, so I’ll do that.
Lately and sometimes currently I’ve been getting this feeling of hate or guilt due to my lack on commitment, focus and happiness. I’ve been letting life get in the way of me, what I’m supposed to be doing, how I’m going to better myself and how I am going to pull myself out of my funk.
Still lost? Let me go further.
I have a personal situation going on at home. One I am embarrassed to discuss, so I won’t (right now). However, it’s affecting my personality, my character, and my workouts. I can’t even eat properly right now, and believe when I say it’s not by choice.
When I started my journey I started it to become the best version of myself I possibly could. I’ve seen other people on their journey and they are looking AMAZING, I mean kick-ass GOREGOUS!
And then I look at me, look at my problems, my struggle, wondering to myself “is this even worth it anymore?” and “why try?”
But then I thought “Don’t focus on the things you can’t change, focus on what you can.”
This is what I mean by “Transform your mind” I almost threw away my entire journey yesterday because of being defeated. I told myself that even if I can’t help what’s going on right now, I can still try to keep as focused as possible. I may not be losing weight right now, but I can focus on getting stronger and faster and that’s about all I can do at this point until something else changes.
So, here’s me, transforming my mind, my outlook on my current situation. I’m working on changing things, I’m not sitting here dead face, but it’s hard. So, bear with me.